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Because I'm Fathin Hanani. =)




posted : Friday, February 8, 2008
title : updates!
Life is definitely easier to go through once all the pain and misery sinks in.

Weird? Well, I think I've definitely gotten over fully the issue on my results. There's no use dwelling on the past anyways. I've got to move on, move on, MOVE ON BABE! =D My nature doesn't allow me to wallow some more like some pathetic old makcik stuck in the medieval times anyway. Be happy-go-lucky, work hard for what I want, the rest is up to Allah. Simple kan gitu? =)

I guess I've succeeded in my aim of creating this new blog eh? Less than 7 people knows about it, so nobody visits. Looks sad and lifeless and very very pathetic kan? But I don't mind lahh. The previous blog had too many heartchaes. How stupid and foolish of me to get involved with a jerk like that. I'm so glad I woke up before everything got worse. Alah, enough is enough. I hope he'll get a taste of his own medicine. Jahat man fathin. Hahs! Who asked him to be such a pain in the butt?! GRRS!

Alrights, I guess most of the people from Swiss that I know are moving to becme part of the Saints' community. St. Andrew's JC. Is it that nice there that everbody seems to be flocking there? Hmm..Oh wells, I've had my fair share of joy and fun at Innova JC. Widayu, Atika and Faustina are super nice and fun people to hnang out with. We may LOOK quiet, but we're so NOT lahh! haha! FLOORBALL is definitely something worth pondering over. Sometimes I really like it, sometimes I find it boring. Padahal, dah berzaman2 training tak datang. sheesh. Still undecided as to whether I should stay in floorbal for JAE. I'm so tempted to try shooting lahh! I miss the M-16 rifle! I miss shooting! I miss being a marksman! I miss NCC loads lahh! BO0HO0OS! Found out that 55th CLT intake is from 24 March to 11 April. How to go like that? I've got school for heaven's sake! Don't think I'm willing to sacrifice so many days of studies. But i really really want to go for the course! AAHH!!! (and there I go, run amok. =/ )

See how lahh urh. I'm not even sure if I'll definitely get to stay on. My first choice is Nanyang. Don't ask me why Nanyang. I already submitted Innova as the first choice and Nnanyang as my second one, but I was suddely hit with a relevation on the last day of submission. Changed my choices, re-submitted my choices. Ah well, there goes 10 bucks. Papa said he didn't mind, so there. =)) Now though, I really feel like staying in Innova lahh. I'm leaving everything to the hands of God. He knows best after all. =)

Oh, Mama says I cepit professionally now. Very nice, up to standard were some of her comments. Sometimes even better than her. Most of the time actually. hehs. Cepit kuih tart lahh! I had to skip school that day just because she had to finish the tarts by that day. My hands were practically numb and painful following all those 300 plus pieces of cepeting! It's super tiring okay. You have to get the art of cepeting right. Haha! What crap. =p Anypo0s, my mum bakes the best tarts. Really2. Her tarts and makmurs are the only ones I'll eat. Cerewet nye dara urh. Firdaus and Ikhsan tak habes2 mintak kuih tart. Ish3. =D

Oh yar, 0834A is having a class gathering on the 16th! Wo0ho0! I so can't wait! And our class actually won the 2nd place for the hamper wrapping competition in lieu of Chinese New Year! WO0HO0O0! Our hard work and efforts were paid off, Alhamdulillah. Mr Ali was super cute lahh! He kept laughing over small little things while we're busy arranging the configurations and all. Though we've not really been that united the past few weeks, they are all fun people. =) Hopefully, our class bonding would get stronger after that class gathering cum farewell party for those not staying. We're going to Ikhsan's house since his mum volunteered to cook for us. YAY! So tak sabar. =D

I really miss my unit lahh. My 03s who have grown and moved on to become an 04. AAh! I'm so going to go back on Tuesday or Friday for NCC trainings. Still have to search for presents for their POP. =))

To Sir Adi: Special thanks to you for trying to cheer me up and for all those words of encouragement. I really owe you one there. =D