unearthed.

posted : Saturday, March 8, 2008

title : my loved ones.

Wednesday was taxing emotionally. I'm totally clueless about why I'm reacting that way nowadays. Maybe I miss him too much? For goodness' sake, those infatuation days are O-VER. Somehow, Kak Mal, Dayu and At keeps reiterating that I have very strong feelings for him. NO LAHH! Like, really! =/

Anyways, can't believe I actually cried while messaging PKCK DAUN after realising how much I miss him. He's so far in Meridian now! It's a good thing he comes back every week to practise for his performance, but until when can that last? Oh wells, I've got to move on after all. At least I have his word now we're super good friends. =)

Of course I miss Ikhsan, the PKCK BLUR as well. He came today! Finally, I get to meet him and ease of my feelings of missing him and his antics so badly. I actually played soccer for a while with Ikhsan, Syafiq and Atika. Why do guys get to kick balls with so much power and force while all that I can manage is only a measly quarter of that force, which is not even directed at the proper target? NOT FAIR! Then we got bored, so we played taiti instead. It was funny how Syafiq and Ikhsan kept on fretting over being caught playing. They were desperately surrounding the cards with our bags lah. Cute. Haha. =D

The cutest part? Well, all four of us called our fathers to fetch us from school, and off we went together. Too bad I couldn't go home with Fir. Felt really bad since I already told him I'll be waiting for him. I miss walking home with that pkck lah. =/ Can't contain my excitement for his and Aishah's performance this coming Thursday though. The class is coming down to Plaza Singapura to extend our support, then maybe catch the preview of STEP UP 2 after that. =))

I want another 0834A PAE class outing! Everyone's been saying that, but nothing's been planned for sure so far. I really hope they'll plan one. On the other hand, I've already anticipate my holidays to be one filled with revision, finishing up of homeworks and catching up work. Plus millions tons of housechores. How can I ever forget that? I'm already starting to dread that word itself. bleghs. =/

I love floorball. Have I told you guys that? Hahs. Last training was surprisingly super fun. Maybe due to the fact that it was the first training with the JAE batch. I know it's not going to be the same all trainings. But never mind. I've made up my mind to stay in floorball. I love the stick. And the ball. And the game. =))

And came across this line in one of the seminar rooms during history lecture the other day, " Dulce et decorum est, pro patria mori" I can't believe I actually remember that particular poem from Wilfred Owen. Pure Literature. O Levels. I wonder what I was thinking. B3. What else could I expect? I'm kind of surprise I miss Literature. Only a teeny-weeny bit though. Not so much. I've been telling everyone I abhor that subject after all. =D

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