unearthed.

posted : Thursday, March 13, 2008

title : wo0ho0!

I'm super high tonight. Nah. not the right usage of vocabulary.

I'm super ecstatic today. Thoroughly full of zest. Not only that. I'm feeling delirious. Rapturous. Undeniably euphoric. Yeah, get my point right? =)

Oh. I kept to my word. I woke up early today despite the tempting weather to sleep in till the sun was high. Toiled all morning long. Scrubbed the toilet till it was smelling-so-good-i-had-difficulty-breathing, vacuumed the entire house till I suffered back aches, mopped the entire house also till the floors were sparkling clean, cleaned my parent's room, cleaned the SUPER-MESSY-AND-BEYOND-CLEANING double-decker room ( I took the longest here lahh. =/), washed the dishes, cleaned up the kitchen and I COOKED!!! I boiled the water. Sheesh. the only thing I didn't do? The laundry. I didn't wash the clothes. Neither did I fold the clean ones. Still, nothing beats the feeling of cleaning the house CLEAN. It's not an easy feat when you're living with 9 people under one roof especially with siblings like my last three youngest. They're truly a nightmare! Monsters for neat-freaks like me. Gahhs. So it's only when they're away from the house, the state of the house can be salvaged, and the house is fit to live in. =)

Oh. Have I mentioned? They're already in KL now! They made their way up there from JB. So PERANGAI right?! They left me in Singapore! it's super fustrating and worth crying buckets over lah. Now I can't go shopping! Bo0ho0s! =/ And I miss them already. I want to hug Mama. I want to kiss Huda. I want to wrestle Hariz. I want to carry Hamzah and spin him round and round, I want to have a debate with Papa. I want my family. Luckily, I still have Kak Mal and Husna. Nur is in India now. =/

And I have a sudden overwhelming LOVE for Innova JC now. After watching how our performing groups put up performances which almost brought the canvas roof and stage down plus welcomed screams which rated 'breaking the eardrums' from the audience, I couldn't help but feel so much pride and love for the school. They were SENSATIONAL. Especially the Hip-Hop dance and the Musicians' Club. =D (I'm so biased lah. Both my friends are part of those two performing groups, you see. Ahah! =p) But seriously, I'm not exaggerating. They were some of the best performances of the evening. =)

And I love Firdaus's composition. The lyrics are beautiful. I almost cried reading. Maybe knowing him for two years was part of the overwhelming emotions. But somehow, I felt those words...

Confessions of Superman

I was blinded
Not knowing the damage I've done
It hurts to see you
I've dissapointed
Now just look what I have become
But I don't blame you
I'm just like other strangers
Walks in and out of your life
Will it be better
If I apologise?

I only showed you what I want you to see
You have not seen the other dark side of me
I feel that all of you have overrated me
I don't deserve you, so just let me be
I'll leave

I'm still blinded
It's another day for me to get through
I'm afraid to see you
Knowing you
Has made me stronger and I know
That I've hurt you
Instead of being your hero, baby
I became your villain instead

How could I save you if I
Can't save myself?

I only showed you what I want you to see
You have not seen the other dark side of me
I feel that all of you have overrated me
I don't deserve you, so just let me be
I'll leave

[public song debut: Plaza Singapura, 13 March, 3.20PM]

by: Muhammad Firdaus Bin Ismail

10:03 PM