unearthed.

posted : Sunday, May 4, 2008

title : floorball match

First ever floorball match yesterday.
Friendly one against NJC. 3-6.

Umm...yeah, we were the ones scoring the THREE.
No, I didn't score any goal. Sadly, though very expected.
My skills are still way amateurish after all.

And yes, I played downright badly.

Was in Line 3, right defense.
My playing would probably only invite castigation and cause you people to disparage my skills. haiya.

And I have only come to realise that my awful playing is only further exacerbated by my short-lived stamina. After half-time, I could not even defend properly or mark someone continually just because I could not BREATHE. Oh Tuhan. My stamina is way beyond awful isn't it? =/

FLOORBALL is such a fast game lahh!
TOO FAST!

It's undubitably super thrilling and FUN though. You can really feel the adrenaline rush every time you see the ball being passed from player to player.

Oh, the opponent team was rough! They were constantly leaning into me and pushing around lahh. macam nak gedebak-gedakdush-bing-bang-WHO0M! sheesh. =)

But they were undeniably good players.

I think their score would have probably been thirty odd if it was not for our absolutely amazing GOALIE: NUR ASHYURA BTE SUKIMAN, who did a fantastical stupendous job.

ASYHU-SYI! You were really amazing lah! BRILLIANT SANGAT! *hugs* =D

All in, it was really an eye-opening experience. I can't wait for the next floorball match now! Be it friendly or A divisions.

I'm so going to work assiduously and train my skills and stamina.
So, please DO NOT be shocked if you happen to see me running on the track every morning okay? =D

Anyways, I'm now beset by burgeoning problems. They never cease to just grow in number you know.
1) I now realise I can no longer run like I used to. Both short and long distance some more! =/
2) PW is starting to kill me.
3) I'm lagging behind in ALL subjects except MLL.
4) SUMMER TEST is 2 WEEKS away and I've yet to study or prepare for any subject! argh.
5) I'm a totally chnaged person now. (though I think in a good way. so it's supposed to be good right? but I'm not as friendly and talkative. Is that good? hmm...)
6) I've not done HOUSEWORK/HOUSECHORES for more than 1 MONTH!
7) I'm super PEMALAS(lazy) now!
8) I slowed my 4x100m team for Sports Evening. (yar, I actually cried. *cringes*)
9) The pain in my knees are getting unbearable and I still don't know the cause.
10) I think he knows/suspects I like/admire him from afar. (gish-gash-AAAH!!!)
11) I miss being close to Allah.
12) I'm so not prepared to DIE. =/

Seriously, I'm not prepared for DEATH at all. But the most ironic thing is, despite knowing that fact clearly, I've not been doing anything to change that. I have no idea where my iman has gone to. Tak ke rasa takut? Tak ke takut dah terlalu lambat?!

Diri ini dah terlalu lalai. Dah macam tak rasa pape. Dah tak teguh lagi iman ni.

Quitting madrasah halfway two years ago was the worst decision I could have made for myself. No more comnstant reminders to jolt me from my buaian mimpi. No more reminders to tell me that death could be greeting me just round the corner. Masya-Allah.

How did it come to that?
Subhanallah.
I'm so teruk now.
I'm possibly the worst human ever lived to date. =/

I know doing your 5 prayers is not enough.
I know I've got to step up everything.
I just pray I wake up real soon.
Ya Allah, give me your guidance.
Don't ever let me stray, Oh Almighty Lord.

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