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posted : Friday, May 23, 2008
title : urgh.
I feel like crying buckets.


China Trip is cancelled.



I'm like in my lowliest, lowliest, lowliest spirits ever.
So better don't come near me if you have no absolute intention of cheering me up.


And I still have to drag me legs over to school later for the College Day. I really was looking forward to everything. Even the College Day. Now? I just want to lie in my bed, wrap the blankets around me, and shut myself from the world.

Urgh. Since when was disappointment ever easy to handle?


I have no idea how I'm going to face the rest later. Our heartfelt disappointment, our unrequired excitement, our empty hearts now. I don't even know how to cheer myself up, let alone cheer my classmates. I guess I'll just take the easy way out.

Pretend.

Like a shameless hypocrite.

Be fooled all you want.