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posted : Wednesday, July 30, 2008

title : a good start, ending on a bad note.

Alhamdulillah. I did sustain and survive through today's PE lesson and floorball training and fulfill my fast. Today is Israk Mi'raj by the way. If not for that, I don't think I would have the will and determination to fast since it's such a tiring day.

Floorball training was great. Coach Jamie is a wonderful coach, really. =)
But too bad, I opt out from the last half an hour. Haiya. Anyways, my passing and shootings are getting way out of hand again. Alamak.

When I got home, there were pizzas from Pizza Hut waiting for me! =D
But. Everything just had to end on a bad note..
Huda was not at home, apparently, she was at rumah nenek since she didn't want to go home with my parents earlier on. I talked to her on the phone since she called Mama.
I cried shortly after that.

Because she was crying endlessly.
She was begging and pleading and imploring WHILE CRYING to bring her home. Ya Allah, hati mana yang tak berderai dengar tangisan adik sendiri?
I really couldn't help but wanting to sleepover at rumah nenek as well just to accompany her. Might as well since there is a straight bus from Bedok to school.

After all set and ready to go, I called Huda once again to ask if she still wanted me to go, but she was already sleep... I just hope she's going to be alright if she happens to wake up in the middle of the night. The only good thing from this incident would be her learning to be independent, Insya-Allah.

Even so, her cries will haunt me tonight...

Ya Allah, help her please.
Protect her.
Make her calm.
Amin.

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