Nothing can quite describe my feelings right now.
I don't know what to feel.
How to feel.

Just maybe like a load of crap.

I still can't quite believe how insignificant I am/was in someone's life.
I know it sounds downright pathetic and pretty much desperate now, but seriously, I don't even care anymore.

Duh. You're just a substitute.
AIRHEAD.

I think I'm pretty much a loser when it comes to friendship.
How many friends are slipping away/drifting away now?
Good friends some more.

Oh man. Whatever.
I'm feeling like total crap.
Maybe because I've finally realised that I AM one.
Oh, WOW!

Yaayyy...