unearthed.

posted : Saturday, October 18, 2008

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I might be blind.
Unaware of what’s before me.
Oblivious to my surroundings.
Not knowing what’s in your heart.

I might be deaf.
Can’t seem to understand
What your heart’s saying.
I can’t make out the words,
On my own.

I think I’m insensitive.
I’m guessing all the wrong things
For every action of yours.
Now, I’m stranded here all alone,
Trying to make out your thoughts.

I think I’m so dumb.
I don’t know what to say,
I don’t know what to do.
I don’t know how to make things right.
Try as I might.

Maybe you’re telling me
Things are over.
There’s nothing to be changed.
The damage is done.

But my stubborn heart,
It refuses to give up any Hope.
I’m telling myself something can be done.
But my logic,
It kept showing,
That all has been lost.

If I’m not doing things right, tell me.
I am that stupid and ignorant.
If there’s no way things can be mended, tell me.
So I can give up hoping…

Is this what it takes Allah,
To strengthen a Man,
Make him see himself inside out?

Sorry Elia, Fakhrin, Widayu. For everything that I've done. For being the stupid fool I've been. Thank you for being the greatest friends and PW mates you guys have been. Allah bless you guys always. Take care. Stay happy. =)

Thank you Allah, for at least allowing my family to stay. They've been my pillar of strength. Kept me going. The only reason I can still smile. The only reason I can still live.

P.S Thank you Dian, Zali, for still being my best friends. Thank you Ashyu for being there. For listening. For not giving up on me. Thank you Liyana (Lee) for understanding. Thank you Aisyah for cheering me up. Thank you to everyone else too. =)

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