unearthed.

posted : Friday, December 26, 2008

title : BAAAACCCCKKKK!

Finally, the chance to update, Alhamdulillah.
It's been a stagnant holiday, seriously.
Stayed at home, did nothing much. And the best part is? I've not even started on any homework or revision. Splendid. =D
But this week was an exception.
No, not the homework part. Just that it's been slightly interesting this week.
Because I had an intensive workout at the gym with Fatin dear and had sleepovers at Aunty Za's house and Nenek's house. Met my Spongebob again! Turns out that I'm the only Star, but not the only girl. Awwww. No, not jealous at all eh. Haha.

And I don't know why, but lately, I've been wondering...

Why do people expect so much from someone?
Especially from someone who's a complete stranger to them.
And what makes people have the right to point fingers at others, wag it at them in constant outrage.
Why is it okay to yell at them freely, talk in such a condescending tone, as though they're plagued with some form of disease?
Why don't you use the same harsh tone on your child? After all, isn't your employee somebody's daughter too?

Really, I'm not surprised to hear of foreign domestic workers running away from home umpteen times. Fact is, who wouldn't when they are not even treated with the respect they at least deserve?
I don't know if I'll have the courage to hire a maid in the future, if I'm able to.
I'm really afraid I'll be like these people, letting myself think I'm superior than them, of a higher class, when really, we're actually all the same.

I would want to be able to be like Mama & Papa, so understanding, so compassionate, so forgiving. All our bibiks lasted so long. The longest we had with us was 7 years. And she's working with my Aunt now. But then again, if I can help it, I wouldn't pamper myself too much by employing any.
Not until I'm desperate enough, Insya-Allah. =)

Anyways, the ARS (Abdul Rahman Siti) Family is having our annual Family Day tomorrow. It's a BBQ cum chalet thing.
This time, I want to sleep over! Since all my 33 cousins will be there.
The only thing I'll be dreading will be the endless eating of all the scrumptious food prepared.
Just watch, I'll be putting on 10kg by the end of this month.
You probably won't even recognise me the next time you see me! =/

And and and! Floorball trainings next week.
Like finally, finally, FINALLY.
We were supposed to break all the way till next year, but enough is enough man.
Lesser time for A Divs starting from our batch.
Watch out eh Girls, it's going to be intensive like crazy, I'll make sure of that.
I so love being Captain, baby! =D

Take care semua orang. =)

Note to self:
29th Dec 2008, Monday
1.15pm, Ang Mo Kio Hub.
MEETING WITH SHEENA LIM EH HUI!
YAHO0O0O0O0!!! =D =D =D
Happy happy Birthday dear! =)

to SITI NAFISAH BTE ALIAS!
I'm so sorry I couldn't make it the other time, and because of that, I've still not met you at all this year!!! Let's arrange another date please!!! I promise this time we'll meet for real! Worst case scenario, you come my house just to see my face arh. Love you like crazy NYONYA! =D

to ELIA NURBAYA BTE MD JAIS!
I've finally updated, you MAKCIK! Hehs. Thanks for calling me twice tonight anyways! Kangan benar bebual sama kamu! Haha! Eh, Fakhrin takleh make it takpe arh. Meh, you and Wid come meet me. Kesian Fathin sorang2 hari2. Mendak kat rumah sampai dah naik 10kg, KAN ELIA?? Haha! Love ya! =D

Wid! Talk to you tomorrow night okay! Or maybe the night after that! If I'm sleeping over at the chalet! Sorry! =D

Sometimes it's really hard pretending to be alright when you're not.
Put up a facade, tell the world you're fine, when deep inside, you're hurting like hell.
I had my rest, I had my time to heal.
The wound might still not yet be recovered fully,
but I'm ready to face the world now.
I'll be brave, and Allah will help me through.
Amin.

i really hope you're going to be okay soon.

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