Fathin is...the horrible-st.
Fathin is...procrastinating endlessly.
Fathin is...thoroughly disappointed with herself.
Fathin is...wishing she could go back in time.
Fathin is...terribly ashamed.
Fathin is...hoping desperately for a miracle.
Fathin is...a fool for never learning from her mistakes.
Fathin is...wishing that she could amend things.
Fathin is...the worst cause she keeps hurting people around her.
Fathin is...wishing non-stop for a superpower that can make people smile whole-heartedly.
Fathin is...ultimately, SORRY.





Are there times when you really hate yourself for being someone you never wanted to be, for committing acts which you'll end up regretting your whole life? Because I truly understand how that feels now.



This seems deja vu.
But.
I've promised myself and others that I would not succumb to the past me. The one who'll only hurt others further with my actions. I'm going to make sure I stand strong, pray for Allah's guidance, make the best out of everything. Insya-Allah.




Fakhrin, Elia, Widayu. We have a date! Don't forget! I can't wait to meet you guys! =)


To my dearest FLOORBALL TEAM,
I'm truly sorry for deserting you guys during all the most crucial moments. Really, I am. And I know there's no way I can forgive myself for not being there three times. My sincere apologies. I'll make sure I'll make it up to you guys yeah? =/

Really hope I can meet you girls soon!

Tomorrow, date with Enab! Insya-Allah. I miss that girl like mad lahh. =)
And to Swiss Air, sorry I can't join you guys for the camp on the first day yeah? Second day, Insya-Allah. =)


Take care all.
Will update regarding holiday at KL soon!