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posted : Friday, February 20, 2009
title : lost.
I don't know if the word disappointment suffice to show what I truly feel.
It was one of the worst days of my life.
I felt like I haven't done my duty well,
It felt like I 've shirked from my responsibilities.
Maybe I've been delusional all along.
What I thought was, wasn't after all.

Up till now, I'm trying my best to hide.
I don't want to show too much to them.
Somehow, I know it's not the right time yet.
But it's so hard, and it's getting harder every moment.

Why can't they see that we're lacking?
Why won't they wake up?
It's so demeaning for me, I'm on the verge of giving up.
I told myself I'd stay strong,
I told everyone I'll rise to the occasion, keep on going.
But a war can't be fought alone.
Why won't they see?

All I want, is the best for us.
All I ask for, is for everyone to put in their all.
All I yearn, is a beautiful memory-of US.




Allah, help me please.
Help me get through this with unlimited patience,
help me be strong.
help me continue fighting.

Protect me Allah.
and the people I love.
Amin.
1:49 AM