staring space
Because I'm Fathin Hanani. =)




posted : Saturday, March 21, 2009
title : anguish
I hate having headaches.
It feels like your head got rammed hard by a lorry then it reversed then rammed hard again then reversed then...yeah, the cycle continues.
Excruciatingly painful you feel like cutting your brain open, wash it clean, med everything that's loose/not proper in there. then stitch your head close.
Yes, that bad lor.
I can't even do anything cause I can't think straight.
In other words. I can't study for Block Test! Argh!

But still, there's another type of pain that's causing me even more agony.
Pain stabbing at my heart.
When you feel like fixing things but not given the chance to, when you feel like knowing what you did wrong, but not being granted the request,
the anguish, it has become a bit too overwhelming now.
Everything seems secondary in priority now, even annoying Block Test.
Simply put, i feel like exploding now.
(Overwhelming urge to run!)

But thanks SM, for making my day, for making me laugh, despite the belief that nothing could. I owe you one dude. =)