unearthed.

posted : Wednesday, March 4, 2009

title : self-degradation

I apologise for not updating regularly.
I really do.
I know there's no obligations for me to update regularly, but I do still feel a strong sense of ownership for my blog lah.

Anyways, life has been...bizarre. Surreal.
There were strong moments of disappointment, shock, depressed, satisfaction and of course, outrageous fun.
My life has been revolving around school and floorball only, so yeah, don't expect juicy updates or gossips from me.
I've been pretty ignorant and oblivious to the happenings of the world these days anws.
I didn't even know the Merlion got struck by lightning until a joke was made during Econs lecture. (Econs- Merlion? Don't even think about the link there. Ms Shen is that random. =D)

Last Saturday, had RJC match. The scoreline wasquite bad but I'm pretty satisfied with the my girls' level of intensity. But maybe I'm too complacent cause we got chastised by Ms Lin regarding our performance. =/

After match, had lunch with some of the guys and girls at Pizaa Hut. (uhuh. how to lose weight like that riiight? =p)
Then SM lost his slippers! So we backtracked to RJC to search for it and ended up playing Taiti cause it was raining cats and dogs interminably.

And then we decided to watch Slumdog Millionaire!
Omg. It's no wonder the movie won 8 Oscars.
The plotline is superb. Fresh and intriguing. Unique.
Clever humour. Very witty. Beautiful people to look at.
In whole, it's too good to give it a miss.
Got home quite late though! Almost 10, so I obviously knocked out soon after.
So, one whole day gone without homework/revision done. Gahhs.

Then yesterday, played floorball after school with the guys and Syah.
Syah is crazy, but Syah is FUN! =D
Invited Afiq along. Super weird arh.
Cause first time meeting him after chatting online for so long, and he's so quiet!
For the first time, my voluble mouth got SHUT.
Had dinner with SM, Dannie, Stars and Syah.
The guys were absolutely crazy. Too high, they were talking senseless stuff.
Head over heels with a girl. Haha.
Syah drove all of us back. =)
Got home late again. Haiyaaaaa.

I've been disappointing myself countlessly when it comes to floorball lately.
My progress causes so much chagrin.
Sometimes I feel like I've been perfunctory during trainings or practises since my performance on court has been perversed.
Seriously, at times I feel like a fiasco.
It's so bad to the extent that I'm being pretty dubious about myself now.
I guess the only way to get pass being implacable is all up to me.
I've got to get stronger mentally and emotionally.
I don't want to end up being broken in spirit...
I don't want to suffer from histrionics suddenly on court.
But maybe that'll be a good tactic.
It'll definitely scare the opponents off.
And maybe myself too...
Allah, help me.

10:34 AM