unearthed.

posted : Saturday, April 4, 2009

title : frust.

It's been a hell of a week.
A drain physically, mentally and emotionally.
I've been on the verge of breaking down a few times.
Not cause I'm over-reacting emotionally or whatsoever but because it's getting so taxing for me to handle lately.
And the worst part about it is?
I can't even vent my frustrations cause I don't even know where the root of my vexation stems from.
And it's irritating.
Getting on my nerves! =(

I wanted to play floorball to get rid of this angst. But I don't even have the mood to play. Shocking ey? Argh.
I just hope everything will be okay again

I need to change my sleeping pattern.
I need to come earlier to school.
I need to finish up on individual talks.
I need to complete all my assignments.
I need to put in extra double effort for academics.
I need to make sure everyone gives their absolute best this last stretch before A Divs.
I need to be mentally and physically prepared for A Divs.
I need to settle jersey and admin stuff asap or I'm metaphorically dead.
I need to finish up on projects.
I need to stay cheerful and happy and ecstatic.
I need to smile more and frown less.
I need to keep my cool.
I need to pray more to Allah.

I need to stay cute too. Hahahahaha! =p

Saya No. 11.
Sangat sukacita. =) =) =)

Penarik Hilir trip tomorrow. I realised it'll be the first time I'm traveling with school overseas in my entire JC life. How pathetic right? I know.
Well, it wouldn't have been so bad if only the China trip didn't get cancelled.
Tu namanya, bukan rezeki...
So sad though.

Oh wells.
Insya-Allah akan datang. =D

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