unearthed.

posted : Friday, April 17, 2009

title : let me out.

I just need to get some off these frustrations off my chest.
There's a friendly tomorrow and it's impertinent that I'll be in the right mind so I won't get distracted and lose focus.
But that seems impossible right now. I can't even sleep.
Arghhhh.

Seriously, I don't get you.
I thought I do.
I once thought I understood you.
But I guess I thought wrong.

I'm tired.
Maybe that explains why I'm not bothering anymore.
I tried.
I did.
But you still chose to throw everything away just like that.
I don't know, ever tried looking past your anger, your emotions, and see how much someone else is hurting?
Can't you try being less selfish and THINK how your actions are affecting someone so badly, it's causing adverse repercussions on her?
Maybe not.
Maybe.

Ya Allah, berikanlah aku kekuatan.
Tiada lagi yang ku harapkan kini melainkan kekuatan dariMu agar diri ini terus tabah.
Agar diri ini mampu menjalani kehidupan dalam ketenangan dan kebahagiaan.
Amin.

On a happier note,
I GOT GOLD FOR NAPFA FINALLY!!! =D =D =D
It's always been Standing Broad Jump lah. I'm fit as a cow(I forgot the correct simile lah!) or was it ox? But I just can't jump. Seriouuuusss.
So I'm very much happy with the improvement this year.
And my first jump was also my personal best. Hehs!
And let's give credit to my mentor/instructor/motivator:

ELIA NURBAYA BTE MOHD JAIS. =) =) =)

(Kalau tak nanti dier ckp kite sombong lah, tak mengenang budi dan jasa lah, ape lahh...haha. =D)
Thaaaaanks eh Elia! Seriously! Your presence helped tremendously. And yes, I owe you!!! =D

Girls, let's win tomorrow's match pleaseeeee.
That'll help cheer me up like crazy. =)

To you: I'm on the verge of giving up. I pieced the jigsaw together. Not it's up to you to complete the picture by putting in that last piece. Clear cut.

11:27 PM