staring space
Because I'm Fathin Hanani. =)




posted : Tuesday, April 14, 2009
title : trying.
Go ahead.
Lose your friends.
That seems to be the only thing you're good at now.

Retreat and be a coward.
Repeating your past mistakes.
Living life in the shadows of your past.
OR.
Turn,
And face the play.
Revel in the music, the momentum of the game.
GET OUT OF YOURSELF,
won't you?

It's trying to be an emotional person.
It'd be good to be devoid of these raw emotions once in a while.
But what would that make me then?
A monster?
A person less so of myself?
A hypocrite?
Maybe I'd just stick to being the emotional me.

Keep me amongst the ones you love.


why? why are you so mad? and why won't you tell me? why won't you even acknowledge me? fathin, STOP asking questions.