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posted : Saturday, June 19, 2010
title : emptiness.
I'm back from Indonesia! Finaaaalllyyyy.
Maybe I shouldn't have had dreaded so much going to Indon with the family in the first place cause I think I got my just deserts.
I got sick even before boarding the plane and upon arriving we had a straight 12 hour journey to Jawa Tengah.
And it was a hell of a ride.
Of course, had to stuff myself in a super cramped and packed MPV of 9 people when it was meant for 7. Tsk.
I practically slept the whole day at Bibik's house. Waste of the long journey, really. Tsk tsk.
Oh wells, dah nasib badan, apa nak buat.
So I didn't get to enjoy the holiday 'forced' on me even if I wanted to.
And yes, my parents actually confessed to forcing me INTENTIONALLY into making me go on the trip to Indon with them on the plane ride home.
Sighs.
It has happened anyways. No use brooding over it, I'm convincing myself.





I guess....the things you thought would always be there, don't even exist.
I guess...the feelings you thought were rock solid weren't even there.
I guess...sometimes you expect too much out of life.

Even then, sincerity is sincerity, even if it's only at the moment.
I guess...
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