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posted : Saturday, January 8, 2011
title : a late new year
I know it's a bit too late for an entry to usher in the New Year, determine resolutions for 2011, what more as a closure to 2010.
But those who know me well should be familiar with me by now. I am suuuuper lembab (sloooowww) when it comes to updating stuff. And that's also precisely why I don't make a good social network friend. You'd be bored to tears being my friend which is why I think many (and when I say many, I really mean MANY) have given up on being friends/maintaining contact with me on the cyber world. Cause unfortunately for me, at this age of rapid technological advancement, I haaaateeee maintaining contact over the cyber world (not that I'm much of a going-out-meet-up-with-you kinda person either!) Point is, I make a very very VERY bad friend in this era. (Which makes me wish I could have lived during the P.Ramlee era sometimes. *sighs*)

Anyways! I've decided that I shouldn't have too many goals/resolutions this year cause I never do get to fulfilling even half of them. So I should take it step-by-step ey?
Simply put, I'm just going to strive in being a better Muslimah, be a good daughter, sister & grand-daughter, be a much much better friend to my friends and save money cause I've got many things to save up for. Yupps, that's basically the plan for 2011. =D

And though it's really really upsetting that I got fired even before I started my job cause Admiralty Pri had adjunct teachers sent over by MOE which in turn made me lose my first term contract, IT'S OKAY! Cause I firmly believe that everything comes from Allah. Like Mama said, dah bukan rezeki. I just have to believe that He has greater and grander plans in store for me cause good things shall come to those who wait.

Just like how staying back in school for another year last year was probably the BIGGEST blessing in disguise for me.

Though I admit I was almost the saddest/angriest/most disappointed girl on Earth initially, the emotions & experiences over the year was probably the BEST thing that has ever happened to me up to date. I've grown so much closer to Allah & my family (of course plus the fact that I grew to love Maths again! =D). And this time, no matter the outcome, I shan't be as dejected cause I've really really done my best this time and if I'm not meant to take this path, then I shall just find other paths. Cause really, Allah knows what's best for me. =D

So to end this off, I loved 2010. It was an awesome experience. One which humbled me greatly and taught me far too many things in that short span of 1 year compared to the previous 18 years of my life. A bitter sweet experience which made IJC a seemingly much more bearable school. Hah!

I miss Mrs Chong. And Miss Josephine Lin.
I miss playing floorball.
I miss playing with my 09' team.
But, I'll make sure 2011 will be an awesome awesome year for me, one filled with floorball sessions, Insya-Allah so I can stop lamenting. Hehe.

Lastly, thank you so much to Nur Atika Nabila for being there for me through thick & thin, cold & hot, simply put, for being there for me unconditionally last year. I found a confidante in you and I'm really really appreciative of all that you've done for me. SARANGHAE! =)

Yi Jie, Huda & Melv probably wouldn't be reading this, but they've been an awesome support to me. Emotionally, physically and everything lah. Haha. I love you guys too!

Nur Asyura Sukiman, I think you've stopped reading my blog cause I know how irritating it is to be checking up on stagnant blogs, but I really really miss you and I WILL SO GO OUT WITH YOU SOON! I really really miss you and love you! Lol.

Aishah Lubis and Nurwidayu, we have a DVD marathon to look forward to! And Wid! You know you still owe me something cause I owe you something riiight? hahaha. I love love you awesome babes too! Meet up soon! (Hopefully, Widayu doesn't get too busy this year! *winks*)

Okay I am done with my love-notes, ushering of the New Year and reflections for 2010 entry. So till my next entry which I so don't know when, TAKE CARE! =D =D =D