unearthed.

posted : Friday, March 25, 2011

title : i am finally updating, it's a new miracle!

look at my title! it's kinda translucent so it's a bit difficult to read, but yes, finally, I'm updating! =D

I keep telling myself I'm having this blog for my own sake, and not for others, but I have to admit I'm motivated to blog because of others. Sometimes I want to let out my pent-up feelings for other people, or I want to get across a message to someone though I don't specifically direct it to that person. Otherwise I'll only update when my super rare mood to blog suddenly comes.

I think it has something to do with my staying back again. Like I said, that experience really changed me and helped me mature as an adult. (Yes, I'm an adult since I hit my BIGGGG 20 two days ago! Oh, sungguh sedih dah tak boleh act muda. Hehe. Oh but on a side-side note, I've been getting comments that I'm the adik when I'm with Kak Mal & even with Nur, my 4th sister! Yay! Finally, I look my age. I used to be the super old eldest sister the whole time until recently. This either means that I've not been aging or Kak Mal & Nur are aging much much faster. =D)

Okay back on track, I kinda feel like it's a waste of time posting up entries about how my day went, how I feel today and all. One of my resolutions for 2011 is to be someone who's useful to society/people and thus I feel like I should only post up entries that would be beneficial for my friends who actually take time to read my boring blog, you guys get my drift right? Yupps, and I've not been doing anything particularly useful lately besides APEX sessions thus I've not been able to think of anything to write about. (Yes, I'm not working currently. I've not been having tuition lately too because my tutee has not been abe to have tuition so I'm kinda hanging out at home, cause I'm definitely not rotting away okay.)

Anyways, I just finished watching King of Baking, Kim Tak Gu and I finally get why it managed to garner 50.8% of viewership ratings in Korea. Awesome kaaaan?? That's like half of Korea watching the drama! And yes, I wouldn't have posted this up if I didn't think it was going to be beneficial in any way okay. I think I seriously learnt a lot from the drama. I really like how unlike other typical, cliche Korean dramas where the protagonists always take revenge on the antagonists, Kim Tak Gu didn't even have revenge on his mind and instead channelled all his energy and focus onto achieving his dreams instead. And it's so amazing how he can be so positive about life and always smile no matter what. And the fact that he's so forgiving as well, it's really really admirable. And I really wished I could become someone with all his positive traits. So yeah, lately he's been my source of motivation. I'm so far from even being that good, so I need as many sorces of motivation & inspiration that I can get. =) (Oh and of course, it certainly helps that Yoon Shi Yoon plays the role of Kim Tak Gu, he is so cuteee! Haha.)

So anyways, I figured out that I should just update while I have the mood to, so if you didn't find this entry that beneficial, I'm sorry! I just missed blogging. =p

Btw, I initially was going to get all emo and all for this entry, but what did I learn from Kim Tak Gu? I learned to be positive! So I shall stay positive. Buat ape nak sedih-sedih sedangkan kita bukannya ditimpa bala atau diuji dengan sesuatu yang kita tak mampu hadapi daripada Allah?

My friends & family are all around me, Allah is always there for me, and that's enough for me. =)

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