It's been a long time since I last let my heart feel so much hurt because of someone's words. Looks like I've been putting my guard down for far too long... Time to build defences again fathin... but how do you build defences against family? cause then family won't be family, and I would've lost the battle against syaitan & my own nafs. guess it's time to do self-reflections now, time to correct myself lest I let the wound just get too deep to heal...