I hate how my mind finally relented and I could finally sleep only after hearing from you.
I hate how I still want to tell you that I was with someone else watching the fireworks but all I thought of was wishing you were the one next to me.

One day I will be at peace and these sleepless nights will stop, right?
One day I will be at peace and I will no longer be afraid to wake up, fearing that my heart will weigh me down for the day, right?
One day I will be at peace and it wouldn't affect me even if I don't hear from you at all, right?
One day I will be at peace and I will stop needing to write to you everyday, right?

One day I will be at peace and stop wishing you were next to me, right?

Some things are better unknown.
Still, it's better to regret after knowing.
- me, after knowing what it's like to love you