And we had the most depressing news before starting work today.

It's finally officially announced that they're going to do a major reshuffling for the watches. And the first thought that came to my mind was, "I guess I got what I wished for without even having to ask for it". We might end up in different watches in just a few months. I guess I get to keep my distance from you without even having to try. Funny isn't it? I got the one wish I never really wanted instead, but that's just life isn't it? It really saddens me though, to think that one day, when I've finally moved on from you, we'd lose the chance to continue our coffee dates, our jb trips and everything else we would have done on our off days. That our friendship might really never go back to what it used to be.

I miss talking to you. So much.

I miss listening to your thoughts, what you're feeling, everything.

But I know I can't talk to you now, not when doing so might make me continue to be dependent on you emotionally.

But oh, I really miss you.

I really want to know if you're already there, if you're okay, if you're having fun...

and if you miss me too...