This is so ridiculous.
How do you appear even in my dreams and still make me sad?
Do I get no break from my tears even in that measly few hours of sleep I get?
This is absurd.

I'm going to stop expecting anything from you.
Even in the capacity of a friend.
I should have continued holding on to this from a month ago when I said I would stop expecting anything from you.
But you kept saying then that it'll be different after your wedding and when you finally have time.
I shouldn't have believed you.