Because I'm Fathin Hanani. =)
staring space
Because I'm Fathin Hanani. =)
Because I'm Fathin Hanani. =)
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posted : Tuesday, July 9, 2019
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Today I risked the most danger of almost texting you because by mid-shift I was already missing you like crazy. I'm starting to hate PM shifts now and working 458; it's the deadliest combination because I'm so free most of the time I only have time to think about you and get restless. Ironically, they both used to be my favourite things about work. By the end of the shift I was pretty sure I was going to finally text you.
Until I read your blog again. And read one of your posts that said when you're married and 50 with a wife and 20-year old kids you'll be reading the blog and commenting on it together. And look, you're halfway there to fulfilling that now. When I think about all these, I tell myself to bear the pain of missing you. Of my yearnings to talk to you. Maybe this is my karma. For stealing you for that few months, this is the price I have to pay now. Of losing you forever. |
I'm only complicated when you make me complicated.
