Will I wake up tomorrow regretting today?
Was it all in a moment of folly?

My heart feels lighter today.
Maybe it's from talking with you.
Maybe it's from you telling me what my heart has been wanting to hear.
Maybe it's because I let my heart breathe a little today, and let it reign a little more loosely today.

But what if it wasn't the right thing for me to do?
Should I have gritted my way through today a little harder, as I've been doing the past few days?
Should I have kept to my words and stop trying to be friends?
But when I imagine my life without you in it anywhere, I don't know how to move forward anymore.
I don't even want to move forward anymore.
Why is my mind so fickle?
Why does my mood keep oscillating between the two extremes?
I hope at least when I wake up tomorrow, my heart feels as light, even if it's not stronger.
That my heart only has good thoughts of you, even if it's still beating strongly for you.

"There's a beautiful to her broken
And a dangerous to her love.
But just beyond those shards
Lives a soul that will protect you
With every ounce of her heart."