I've not heard from you at all and the last time I've not heard from you for this long was when you were away a month ago.
Even then, you used to text me to warn me in advance when you couldn't text me, when you wouldn't have time to text.
And I would wait, patiently wait, hour after hour until I finally heard from you again.
Just as I've been doing since I woke up today.
Except that there's no warning text today,
Except that I didn't know so many hour-after-hours would have passed,
Except that I don't know why you're not texting and I'm too scared to ask.
I'm scared I'll be burdening you when you already have a lot on your plate.
I'm scared you'll think I'm overthinking again.
I'm scared you'll find me clingy.
But most of all I'm scared you don't find the need to text me again, that it didn't even cross your mind, that you don't look forward to my replies anymore.
Is this you really being busy and occupied with other things?
Or is this you trying to put distant between us already?
Is the end of the month already here for you?
I'm too scared to ask.