I guess I don't know how to love right. 

I don't deserve to love.

Even when I say things like I sound abhorrent and repulsive, you've never ever denied them. So they must be true right?

I don't deserve to be loved.

Whatever made me confident I could make you happy and I was making you happy, once?

You were the person I loved with all my heart once.

And you made me feel loved with all my heart once.

But I blew that away.

I don't deserve you.