You said I'd see how well you treated me if I read my blog. That I would see how you were always there for me. There was a reason I stayed away from my blog for so long. It always reminds me of how much I love you, along with the most bitter memories and most heart-wrenching pain I've felt in my life. 

I still miss you but now I'm reminded of how my heart was cut deep too, many a times.