I miss you so much, today I regretted my decision a bit. Everywhere I went today I was reminded of you. Where I went for lunch, when I saw a bbq place right next to kurbanfry which I know you'd definitely like, when I went for massage but next to me was no longer you. Wondering when I would ever hear from you again. Today I regretted a bit not pleasing you a bit more before, being too afraid to give you my all towards the end, thinking it'd make it easier for us both.

I just miss you so much.